Canon-sorted, and yes. I realize this officially makes me a superdork, but I have an easier time admitting attraction to fictional men, I’m pretty sure. This is not me being desperate. This is also not a call-out for men who think they’re like any of these things to pop out of the woodwork at me. This is just me admitting what everyone thinks about, yet most people don’t necessarily blog about. And that is because I am not ashamed. Again, I couldn’t narrow it to just ten, but really, the grouping is at fault for that.
11. Jax Teller (Charlie Hunnam, Sons of Anarchy)
And someone so isn’t my usual type. I have no idea why, but then again maybe I do. He’s a badass, he’s loyal, and he does pull-ups without his shirt on a LOT. Charlie Hunnam also has an amazing real life accent, but that’s neither here nor there. Jax is the kind of guy who you know has your back, the sort who would kill for the people he loves (and has) and while I don’t intend on being in life or death situations ever, it’s still sort of nice to know.
10. Mark Cohen (kind of always, but mostly by Adam Kantor in the closing cast of Rent)
Although I do love me some Anthony Rapp, Adam Kantor is… well, for shallow reasons, closer to my age. I don’t know, I sort of just love Mark in theory, but I guess he’s the face I put to “my” Mark now. I just want to hug Mark every time I see, or listen to, or think about Rent. He’s a sweetheart, and he deserves love too, dammit. And aw, glasses. Chunky yet non-hipster glasses. (I guess they could be hipster, but he doesn’t wear them that way.)
9/8/7. Hoban “Wash” Washburne, Malcolm Reynolds, Simon Tam (Alan Tudyk, Nathan Fillion, Sean Maher, Firefly)
Yeeeahhh. I realize I just listed everyone that isn’t the shepherd or Jayne. BUT I CANNOT HELP MYSELF, OKAY? I know that obviously Mal is the most manly, virile, and take-charge of the bunch, and mm, I do like his tight pants and suspenders, because I am shameless that way. I’m not particularly sexually attracted to Wash, but he’s funny and charming and he likes dinosaurs and that has to count for something. And maybe, maybe it’s just my inner Kaylee talking? But Simon, awkward though he can be, well, I still have a soft spot for him. For those moments when he isn’t a boob, and those moments when he has his shirt off, and those moments when he’s saving lives, and if someone is that devoted to someone, it means that even though it make take forever and a day to be comfortable expressing it, they could be that devoted to you, too. I don’t know, I can’t really make up my mind which of them wins out entirely. I do have to share Mal with a couple of others, and Wash with my mom, though, so hey, I guess that means Simon by default? Which I am completely all right with, really.
6/5. Moritz Stiefel, Melchior Gabor (John Gallagher Jr., Jonathan Groff, Spring Awakening)
Yeah yeah. Fangirl it up. But, well, that whole soft spot for the awkward ones, it continues to be true. And AUGH MORITZ, my tragic heartbreak love. I think it’s sweet the way his hair sticks up and his socks are always falling down uneven. And, uhm. Melchior? Well, he is such a radical. I would also like to think that being aware of, you know, what sex is would prevent the awkward sexyquasirapeytime. I like a man who thinks for himself, though.
4. Seth Bullock (Timothy Olyphant, Deadwood)
SWEET LORD. This man is the one who required me to create a secondary category of attraction: a category affectionately known as the Timothy Olyphant category, the tall-dark-handsome-but-not-boring ones. (Cause tall-dark-handsome alone isn’t enough to do it for me. Some fictional men rely strictly on that, and they’re exceptionally dull.) And, shallowly: that man can wear a damn pair of suspenders and an 1800s striped suit. But, well, he’s got many redeeming qualities personalitywise too. He’s loyal, and he’s honorable, and noble, and, yeah, like many of the others he is a badass.
3. Scott Pilgrim (Michael Cera, Scott Pilgrim Vs. the World)
Even if he is a wannabe ladies’ man jerky jerk sometimes, I can’t help myself. I’m all kinds of okay with his awkward and cute. Especially when it balances out with a sudden take-charge, I’m gonna do this, I’m gonna stop being such a slacker attitude. Especially when he pulls flaming video game swords out of his chest. Just… all kinds of I’m okay with that, flaws and all.
2. Topher Brink (Fran Kranz, Dollhouse)
I’m pretty sure he’s almost perfect for me. I mean, were he real and all. But, gee whiz. He’s smart, he rambles sometimes, he’s a total geek and unashamed of this fact, he wears sweatervests sometimes, oh yeah he’s a genius and all yet he’s totally in touch with pop-culture wackiness, he makes up words. Despite the occasional amorality bouts, he has a heart in there, and sweet lord when it gets to the Epitaph!verse and he’s all crazy and damaged and whatnot, again with the wanting to give hugs.
(Funny story, pertaining to actors of these fictional men: the film Bickford Schmeckler’s Cool Ideas stars Patrick Fugit, which is why I first watched it, but upon realizing that Fran Kranz was also in it, I rewatched it. And there’s a bit where they’re sitting on a bed talking about life. And honestly? I’m pretty positive I’d like to be right there on that bed between them. Not even doing anything. Just being sweet and talking, even.)
1. William Miller (Patrick Fugit, Almost Famous)
If Topher is almost perfect for me, William Miller is perfect for me. He represents one of the only things that was true about me in the eighth grade that still holds true, maybe even more so. He is passionate but not super-freaky about it. He’s a writer. He loves people deeply when he loves them. He’s socially awkward at times. He is willing to do just about anything for people he does love. He has amazing taste in music. He cares about his family, even if awkwardly at times. He dresses adorably, and he too is a baby in his class. I UNDERSTAND THAT SO MUCH. I understand everything so much. I’ve always, always been in love with him. Before I had these feelings about anyone else. Before there was real life infatuation there was William Miller. It’s just truth.
–your fangirl heroine.
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